Brain Freeze (song)

Sitting in my three room apartment 

Alone on the floor pillow

Listening to music

And trying to get high

Which is the only way 

I know to 

Keep me from crying

The door to the porch 

Is open in hopes to ventilate 

Cigarette smoke

That no longer exists 

And the attempt of a 

Determined soul to finish 

Every bit of white

Thinking of 

What to think about

Yes, my life does not

Consist of much

Since all reasons

Have been stripped away

Crippled and low

Staring at the blank walls

Which box in a single

Hand-painted table

A project left unfinished

Blink twice

Though there's nothing 

In my eyes 

My blank mind

Thinks of nothing 

I have no thoughts

Only sight

Of the emptiness around me

Lives are going on

As I watch and hear them buzz

No time to stop

And have nothing to think about

No time to see

It is all meaningless

No time to know

That just being here may be enough. 

Yes. my life does not 

Consist of much

But I like it that way

At least for today.

Song about a song

Draw me in

Capture my attention

Touch my soul

Tears well up

I choke them back

And listen to the words dancing

Blissfully in my ears

Ignite a passion

For something I can not describe

An emotion so deep

It has never been named

Take me in

Don't ever stop

Teleporting me to

Foreign places

In my head

You are my savior 

My one light 

In such a dark world 

Comforting me with 

The sound of the moon

Raining stars in the sky

I have hope for something. 

Hear This (song)

My heart is bursting

Glorious light

I am thirsting

For us to take flight

Take me into consideration

Each morning when you wake

Please have no hesitation

For our souls' sake

How can I still need

You despite your pushing away

Take my desperate heed

To rephrase and stay

Don't be scared to jump

We'll fall together 

I'll lead you through the bumps

And stormy weather

So

Take me into consideration

Each morning when you wake

Have no hesitation 

For our souls' sake

We need each other

That is all that matters

I've no need to bother

Any man phatter 

I love you.

I love you

I love youuuuuuuuu

I love you. 

Here Is Reality

We are acting by the script we are given.

Nothing is real. We just play along with the television writers and producers who frolic in their green fields of stolen money. 

Mom, How Are Babies Born? (song)

Acorns and oak trees,

Talk to the birds and the bees. 

They chirp and chime,

The days away,

Until one day,

They died. 

But wait what is this?

A baby tree!

Brown, green and immature, 

It stands alone,

In the middle of the wood,

All alone it sways,

In the wind

Waiting to grow into 

The tree her mother was. 

The years go by,

She stands strong and true,

Listening to the earth around,

Tweet tweet, a bird  flies from afar,

And makes his home in the tree's branches,

She smiles and laughs

As he tickles her leaves with

Sticks and moss from below.

The years go by,

She stands big and beautiful,

Harvesting the birds and the bees.

(sung in slightly electronic tone) 

Pits (song)

Repeat

Repeat

What you already said 

Bore, bore, bore me

To my certain death

I thought it was ok,

We were getting through

This rut,

But your constant 

Surprising un-advancing ways 

Kill.

Drive me up Mount Vesuvius

And let me dive

Into the fiery flames

Of a bubbling hell.

I rather burn than

Surrender,

So don't expect a 

White flag,

I know you won't understand,

Because you never do,

Let me burn

Into ash,

Our relationship is genetically 

Designed to last,

So I will burn,

From the inside out,

To get away from you.   

Hola! I Hate You (song)

Swaying with the trees

Blowing in the wind

Lost in green and blue

Feeling the grass

Between my toes

Everything's ok when

I'm standing in the

Middle of nowhere 

To be found

So much to do

So much to be

So much to make

So much to pay

Just STOP! 

And f-l-o-w with it

I say hey Mr. Tree

Can  you help me out?

I like your life better than mine

My parents say check with reality 

But I say I'm already down with gravity

So there! 

He said follow your heart, 

And screw authority

Hello little birdie, 

What's your story?

Chill'n all day

Under the sun's rays

I want to fly,

Oh my

What now? What to do?

My mind's so wide,

But my heart's so blue

Unwind, undo

Everything unto you. 

Mistaken (song)

It's 6 o'clock in the morning,

I'm drunk and high and borin',

There's not much to this story,

But thoughts and sleep and dreams

Come into me 

So we can see

The world together 

In my thoughts, 

In my sleep,

In my dreams you came to me

Running far, running free

We'll let our lives 

Fall in perfect harmony.

So up high

To the moon,

Dancing to the tune,

Of the stars

With you I'll never part,

We are one another,

For all time.

In my mind, in my soul,

I lost all control,

Tell me

Do you feel

Everything 

That I feel?

Don't lie,

I know we are both

Hypnotized. 

Come into me 

So we can see

The world together 

In my thoughts, 

In my sleep,

In my dreams you came to me

Running far, running free

We'll  let our lives 

Fall in perfect harmony.              

What is real?

What's the deal?

I've become blindsided

Trying to

Differ-en-tiate  

This relationship style

Don't you see

We are--

Each other's fate,

Please, see that it's

Me.