Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Waters

Drown me,
I plead with you,
Do not rescue me
From these waters
I am ready to die
To hit the floor
And smash into oblivion
This earth is my hell,
The afterlife 
Must be better than this,
Drown me,
Into Heaven
Seeing the light
I crawl toward it,
Do not take this 
From me,
It is not cruel,
It is life,
And I am ready for
Death to creep inside
My soul. 

Friday, October 16, 2009

To You, My Dear.

Flying
Falling
Bumping
Tripping
Kissing
Bruising
Fluttering
Aching
Wanting
Loving
Beating
Anxious
Needing
Feeling
Adoring
Engulfed
Subliminal 
Seducing
Infatuated 
Succulent 
Obsessed 
Addicted, 
To you, my dear. 

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Some Stories Are True

Long ago, there was a girl 
Who was alone on the inside,
But too crowded on the outside,
She tried finding her nitch, 
Looked for love in all the wrong places,
And was a disgrace to her family name. 
This girl, she lived for death, 
Sobriety was never much of an option,
She was utterly undependable
And confused. 
Her insides were as black as her mind, 
Yet her heart shone with goodness, 
"But no one survives off sheer goodness in this life,"
She said to herself. 
There was no where for her to run, 
No place she could effectively hide,
The world's demons have been infecting
Her since birth and with this knowledge
The girl does not know how much more she can take. 
"This life, this tragedy, is blissful and terrible at the same time."
Yet no one heard her. 
No one ever listened to a word she said, 
Each time this broke her heart. 
And soon there was nothing left to break, 
She was left to die, 
Alone and speechless. 

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Change

Changes become part of life, 
We try to avoid them sometimes,
Try to make them other times,
But the more we try to control 
The more uncontrollable life gets,
Spiraling into a festival of new stories and 
Happenings everyday. 
Change is unavoidable,
However, one can choose to accept it and
Live in harmony or deny it and
Live in regret. 

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Ain't That Swell?

I am my own
Ergo I do as  
I please, 
Walking down 
The path of life
To events
I shall encounter; 
Never to be done
Nor redone.
What is right 
Or wrong?
To question is to
Do wrong,
In lieu of this
Engage in what 
Feels right. 
That is the 
All that I bear to say
On the subject of 
The life we must live
Adieu to you,
I hope to see you again. 

Vines

Blooming and growing
Wiring up the wall
Reaching far and wide
Crawling further up
To the top
Soaring high 
Reaching for the sky
Rolling with such force
Spirals curl side to side
Up and away
Destiny calls
Indeterminately climbing. 

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Eye Catcher

Restless and sleepy
I look into your eyes,
Warm and brown
They stare at mine,
A thought,
A feeling,
More than we ever 
Experienced.
A look that melts my heart,
A touch that soothes my soul,
You've captivated 
Every brain cell,
Tingled every nerve. 
There is no way 
In which to express 
This moment,
No way to capture our time 
Together, 
Every kiss, every touch 
So comforting
So perfect,
I never want it to end.