death took one more away from me.

kindness is an understatement.

                        fairness.



           unfairness.
                              Bitter
                                       Sweet.




              Live to love-


and love to live.


                                  it's a cycle

           only to be broken by and when 

death arrives. 

        Oh mortality! 

                   how art thou such a fowl temptress. 

                                One gains the companionship of another life 

                                                  and BAM! 

                                                       gone, in this life, 

                                                                for now. 

                 Despicable. 

                  

hell hole>

aUDAC ITY,

presents itself

in the form of a spritely human. 

shut UP! 

              I am trYING! 

                   thoughts too long. 

                       thoughts too many. 

  thoughts too deep. 

thoughts too short. 

                    thoughts. 

                                 THOUGHTS.

untitled like my emotions.

i TRED


   to drown.


          to be

               a monster.












OH,


          I
               AM



                       a monster. 

blahhhing about and complaining in short spurts.

simplicity is never an option in this life.
not for me,
not for anyone,
really.

emotions are most likely
the worst part
of this thing called life.

too many emotions.
too many reactions.
confusion,
dissipation,
attraction,
betrayal.

it is hard to really feel
after a while.

walk away.

from what?
and toward what?

walk away,
walk away.

ease will come with this notion.