Saturday, May 30, 2009

Our Universe Is Slowly Deteriorating


The World (at least in this universe) is coming to its own demise because people do not surround themselves in truth. I am somewhat in this naive category myself, but by opening up and letting myself be open to others findings, opinions, and feelings I have unearthed knowledge of this world we are all stuck in. It's a terrible thing. A series of unfortunate events. 

Religion, war, government are all not what they seem. The truth of religion will remain mostly a secret; no one will ever have full understanding of the supernatural. War is only fought to increase a country's/leader's power. There is no point to fight unnecessary wars, there is no point to take innocent lives, there is no point to create weapons of mass destruction, there is no point to slowly destroy the beauty in the world, there is no point to fight over land for any reason; no point at all, unless you happen to be such a disgusting selfish individual that you are willing to have others fight a war you want to put on in order to increase your own power and influence. Governments around the world are mostly made up of the greedy individuals that start pointless wars. The United States has become a country controlled by bankers, an extremely unfortunate case since these bankers have no concern about the people, only themselves and their families. They constantly keep their political ideologies to themselves, disabling the citizens in their own country of substantial knowledge, keeping us all in the dark while they become richer and richer from all the taxes bestowed upon us and their control of the money flow. 

I can not stand it. I do not want to put up with this political bull shit anymore. Apparently, the United States plans to "unite" with Canada and Mexico, forming some sort of alliance, just like Europe, Africa, and soon Asia. Eventually, the plan is for the world to fall under one government, leaving no escape to the selfish madness. If this does happen, I feel all hope of freedom will be crushed. The Americans worked so hard to become its own country only to be united with England again (and the rest of the world on top of that). We must stand up against this. Peaceful riots are necessary. We have to inform the majority of the population, we have to stop it while there is still time. The clock is ticking, the sand is running low. I feel there is nothing to console the tears around the world. I wish I could hug everyone who has been affected by the tragedies of war, comfort them, and convince them to rise up against it. It is not fair, not right, not natural. Yes, battles and wars have been going on since the beginning of time, but do we not realize that the most damaging wars took place only to build empires, attempt to take over the world, control an area or reap the benefits a certain area naturally provides? Does no one realize this? 

Fuck this shit. The only war that should be fought is that against controlling, selfish, uncaring governments (or bankers).  They need to see the error of their ways, which they won't, only be very angry if all their impetuous plans are spoiled. 

Watch this movie (the first one), it will change your perspective on religion, war and government. It fueled more of the fire burning in me and I hope it does the same for you. 

http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

good night, never morning

heavy eyes
never cease 
sleep is more enticing
than the surrounding 
life 
which constantly 
causes pain 
and misery
so choose
the bed
rather than 
face the tragedy 
that awaits. 

Monday, May 4, 2009

Reject, Again

My heart is breaking, it sucks.
I'm so stupid. 
I am so bad at approaching guys i like about liking them. 
It's so awkward. 
And uncomfortable.
I feel like they should be the one telling me they like me, not vice versa. 
I told him i really like him.
He isn't saying it back.
The bile is rising.
I am going to be sick. 
My chest it tightening. 
I feel the pain rush out,
The tears cloud my eyes.
Rejected yet again.
And it hurts all the same,
Possibly more
Since i opened up an old wound
For the first time in months.
I knew I shouldn't have gotten in too deep,
And now I am gone.

Tree Sap

Can not grasp
Reality in full
It seeps through 
My fingers
To the floor
Mixing into the wood
Running away
Forever lost in time.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Kick It

We are all going no where. Technically time is non existent, so we are always in the same state of time, staying in the same moment forever. It is sad the things humans create to try to compensate for the lack of knowledge we possess, if we could except the unknown and take everything as it is, there would be a significant decrease in world problems. I want to escape everything and start new somewhere, with a new identity and no past. This is my surrender, my white flag. I am ready to refresh and re-start my journey to no where over.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

LyRics

the drugs make it all ok, life isn't so bad, no worries but right here, now and your imagination, the celebrities, they don't matter, clothes are petty, all i want is this. give me a reason, give me some answers, give me hope, cause i'm slowly drifting away in this world of money and greed. I want that reefer, so pass the lucy, hang out molly, we all have fun. i like these drugs. i hate this life. and all these people telling me what to do. i want some freedom. some absolution. drugs make it all ok. let's all get trippy and look at the lights. there is fairy ballerina in the sky, she is saying drugs make it all ok. we are painting, pretty colors across our bodies. we look so pretty, with painted clothes, people look and we shout, drugs make it all ok. i wanna prance, i wanna dance, in a field full of flowers. it's all good fun, nothing bad, because drugs make it all ok.

Knife Me

I want your pain
To seep inside of me
Create a slow death
Take me
Take me 
Take me

I got your angst
Away from you
Now I'm the one fighting
Now I'm the psychotic one
It just is this way

Get lost in this battle
Blood, blades and burns
Creep into my head and heart
Overwhelming me
To attach to you 

My Phone Died (song)

I thought you'd call,
Thought you may come
To me,
Haven't seen your face
In oh so long.

I'm itching for you to reach me
I'm dying for you to show me that 
You care,
But I'm just left in the dark
With no one to hold
And really wanting you so.

Why'd you go away
And leave me all alone
Why'd you separate
My heart into two
We were having so much fun
Until you stopped writing me
Now I'm left alone 
Torn helplessly. 

Sitting at home 
Laying on my couch
Thinking about you
For so long
I can't seem to get you
Out of my mind
I'm wanting to surrender this feeling now.

Why'd you go away
And leave me all alone
Why'd you separate
My heart into two
We were having so much fun
Until you stopped writing
Now I'm left alone
Torn helplessly. 

Now I'm brokenhearted 
Sitting all alone
Wishing you were here
By my side
I know what I know
And I know you're not coming round
Anymore. 

I know you're not coming round
Anymore.

tiDy

Ambition blinds the ambitious of the reality around them. Only their desires are seen and nothing will stand in their way until the goal is achieved.