Monday, May 4, 2009

Reject, Again

My heart is breaking, it sucks.
I'm so stupid. 
I am so bad at approaching guys i like about liking them. 
It's so awkward. 
And uncomfortable.
I feel like they should be the one telling me they like me, not vice versa. 
I told him i really like him.
He isn't saying it back.
The bile is rising.
I am going to be sick. 
My chest it tightening. 
I feel the pain rush out,
The tears cloud my eyes.
Rejected yet again.
And it hurts all the same,
Possibly more
Since i opened up an old wound
For the first time in months.
I knew I shouldn't have gotten in too deep,
And now I am gone.

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