To Love and To Loose

Can't breathe.

Heart thumping.

Appetite loss. 

Weight loss. 

Distractions.

Red cheeks. 

Bad hair day.

Lots of makeup. 

Lots of worrying.

Pace.

Back and forth, 

Back and forth.

Sway.

Drink.

Shots.

Forget.

Remember. 

Shots.

Tears. 

Heart drops.

Sinks. 

Ends.