Thoughts, of course

Why this sudden urge to create? There is nothing more I rather do than create mayhem throughout this forsaken land. The world is going to shit and it seems I need to get up and do something about it before it is all over, but what and how? I need to inform myself about politics and foreign policy so I will be knowledgeable about the policies and programs I protest against. The biggest objection I have is the government. I know the point of one and why government is needed but people are so reliant on their government that they practically give up their brains to the main power ignorantly while going on with life as if nothing is wrong. Wake up call, everything is wrong. Healthcare, unemployment, foreign policy, America’s national debt, war, poverty, and equality-all the things government needs to reform and address. The people of the nations around the world need to educate themselves as best as possible about the happenings around the world, because the more we know the harder we can fight the force and all the just they stand against. 

Paranoia

I hear voices

Telling me what to do

Hissing and lurking

Behind my punctured ears

The wind blows through

My six holes

Reminding me what I should do

And encouraging me to take the easy road

I try and try to rid of them

I hold my ears shut

The voices climb into my brain

Taking over my body

Making me stumble over the days

Carelessly high

And stupefied in my own mind. 

Marker of Destruction

The damage is done,

You can look if you do not believe me

The heartbeat is slow and hallow,

Feel what you have done

Hear the pain you have caused,

I can barely breathe anymore

All my energy is taken

And my heart is broken

You are my angel of death

But tis a far better thing to be dead,

Than alive and heartbroken.

 

 

 

 

 

Men News

Why are men so clueless? They never seem to know what they want in a woman or how to treat the one they are interested in.  We women try and try to please our men, we cater to their physical and emotional needs, and in this modern time, sometimes even their monetary needs, which is very inappropriate. Men never call when they say they will, more often than not they disappear for days, even weeks at a time, leaving women to worry and fret until usually the woman calls the man to make sure he is alive.  They lie to us women all the time about where they have been, their money situation and why they cannot spend time with us when plans have been made. Men take advantage of women, acting as if they really like us maybe even love us, only so they can be pleasured the way they want. How tiring these leeches are, draining women of their pride, ego, spirits and love. The male sex disheartens many lovely women of this earth. Many of us begin life caressed in softness, beauty and innocence until one (to five) men come into our lives and screw us up so badly there is nothing left for us to give, nothing left to feel, no love left to live for. Most men commit these travesties’ against women blindly, however they need to become aware of how badly their treatment affects us, else many more women will end up alone and incomplete.

 

10 Tips to Keep Men Away

1.     1. Be successful

2.     2. Go to the “ladies’ room” three times too often

3.     3. Kiss with too much tongue

4.    4.  Do not laugh at anything he says

5.     5. Act as if you are really interested in him

6.     6. Be yourself-how you act when there is no one around you (i.e., spitting, blowing your nose, taking a dump, wear no makeup)

7.     7. Have a stuffed animal fetish

8.     8. Beat him at games and sports that you play together

9.     9. Wear less feminine clothes

10. 10. Listen to his least favorite genre of music

At the End of the Day…

I would understand
If the world collapses around us,
While the population is running
We can hide together
And forget all the bad we have ever done,
Stay in this one moment
The last time in both our lives,
Look into my eyes
And know you are loved.
I would understand,
If you do not love me back,
But please stay and hold me
I can see you are high-minded,
You can see I am in euphoria,
Thanks for the pills,
They make me feel all right,
During this fretful time of despair.
I would understand
If we both die today,
It seems to be the end of everything we have always known,
I will not say goodbye to you
Hello to this new life coming into play
Understand one thing,
Think me over again before we leave for good,
I will sit here waiting for you to make up your mind,
If it is the last thing I will ever do alive.

Lights

See the light

Taste the light

Hear the light

Remember the light

Hold the light

Feel the light

Know the light

Create the light

Introduce the light

Share the light

Read the light

Never be the light. 

Location's Weather

Some like it

Hot,

Others prefer 

Cold,

Preferences extend to

Breezy,       

The flip-side is

Steamy,

Some choose

Icy,

Others elect

Sunny,

Varieties extend to

Cloudy,

And finally a select group's cup of tea tends to be

Stormy. 

Secrets

Quiet

Never leaves

Lips shut

Graced by a slight purse

Tie your tongue 

Not a word

Silence depresses

The soul

But no sound

Must be made

Quietness all around. 

The Cruelty of Creation

What is it that we all look for,

Wandering around this life

Searching for Mr. or Mrs.,

What a gamble!

How misunderstood

Wonderfully contrived 

This game-like experience

We are put through 

Robotically wound

To find your missing half,

Unbelievably stolid 

Throughout the whole idea. 

The Heart That Has Been Broken

I have an inkling

That we were more than

We seemed,

Our travels and journeys

Through pastures and skin

Lead us to the heart of the Earth,

Where it is warm,

Safe and surreal

I have this inkling,

That we ran deeper

Than the blackest ocean

As engrained

As the Grand Canyon

Beautifully perfect

By mistake,

I had an inkling,

But now it is gone,

You ripped my soul apart

Ignorantly eating my mind

Tearing my thoughts limb from limb. 

Hollywood

Camera’s rolling,

Put your fake face on,

Be dramatic and grand,

Entertain me!

Oh so magnetic

Incredibly hypnotizing

Life without you

Would be much more

Entertaining.  

Message From Above

 

Go now from this forgotten place,

Away from the land of plenty,

Into a deserted terrain of thirst and hunger,

You thee must beg for forgiveness

And never commit here thee sins,

I Am.

Go now from this place of beauty,

Away from the blessed place,

Into a sea of greed,

A hard life you shall live,

So never cross my glorious path,

Or you shall burn in the fiery pits of Hell. 

Hello My Friends

Hello to all you kittens

Playing in the fields

Of lavender

Amongst the butterflies

And critters of sorts,

We all laugh at the sight,

While dancing to the music

Of our car radio,

Time stands still

During this fiesta,

Love is filling the air

Never felt so glorious

In my own skin,

Hello to all you people,

I hope life is swell for you. 

The Sky Is Falling!

Where will we go

When all of the sky crashes

Down upon our puny heads?

There is no place to hide,

Nix spot to run to,

Destiny is pulling us in,

There is no stopping what is to be. 

The Ending.

Where does the earth rust

Into brilliant crumbles

Of land and gold

Blown to pieces

Nothing left to die,

Instantly gone

Snatched by the sun’s rays,

Ripe with singe

Burning down the middle,

It erupts,

Forgotten forever,

As if We have never existed.

 

Finally, I See

I have come to see the light,

Once it frightened me

But now it frees

My soul,

I can see it take flight

Among the birds

Circling around the clouds

It soars

So I feel no pain,

Tears of joy fall

Down my face,

For I have never felt so much

By doing so little,

Blinded and shocked

We fly off into the

Sunset. 

The Nameless Girl

     Long ago, there was once a girl who traveled through life without a name. She could never love since no man ever loved her. A tragic story is this one, full of misery. Take her tale into account and remember her.

     The nameless girl is confused and drained from trying to please everyone around her. She tries and tries to not disappoint, but ends up disappointing herself the most. Her intelligence is lacking and her memory is fading, not to mention her heart has been broken into tiny pieces. Her friends are undependable and so is she. No good comes from this girl, only sadness. She tries to be happy, or at least make everyone think she is happy, but she never has been. Her sadness acts like a microchip planted in her mind, there since the day she was born. Her eyes give away her despair, but her smile fades the signals. Death seems like an option, however she can not bring herself to hurt those she loves even more, so she placates herself with music, books and writing. It must be hard for anyone to understand her ways, since she herself does not even understand her ways. 

      The girl lives in a dream world, wrapped in reality. She moves along with the crowd, afraid to stand out too much. Her methods of living are unsuccessful and her choice making skills are and have always been under par. She struggles with right and wrong; family and friends; life and death. Always unorganized she jumps along her activities aimlessly. 

     One day the girl grew into an adult, working and living a seemingly normal life until she vanished into thin air. Cursed by an evil man, she was locked in a tower high above, secluded from the world. Her hair grew long and greasy, her skin went pale as the full moon and yellowed with malnourishment. She cried herself to sleep every night and laughed her loneliness away during the day. Patiently waiting for her rescuer she stays in the tower, for she was locked in with no key to escape. Unfortunately, no one ever came. She withered and died at a young age. Her corpse lays there rotting away, though no one is close enough to smell the stench. 

     There lays a girl, whose life was a lonely wasteland. Never to be found, never to be saved. A pitiful pile of dust is all that remains of her; the girl who traveled through life nameless. 

The Sky's Call

The sky is a lonely place

Without the stars or the clouds

To fill it up,

Even when the sun and moon

Shine way up high,

I can feel the atmosphere fading away

Into the black universe

Sucking us up 

Slowly and quietly.

Looking up, 

My reflection comes in clearly,

I know one day I will float up 

Molding to the loneliness 

That awaits me, 

To a place I knew I always belonged. 

What Lurks Inside Her

Where is she supposed to go from here? 

All seems lost

When her mind wanders into itself

Leaving humanity behind,

Left in a dark abyss, 

Swallowing her soul whole,

Drowning it with her self pity.

There is no light at the end of the tunnel,

The Blackness never ends

In her head;

She is the living dead,

A zombie hunting herself

Eating her insides frivolously 

And tearing them apart,

Leaving an empty human corpse

Roaming around the earth

With no heart beat or brain,

Only eyes to experience the horror

Around her.