Friday, January 22, 2010

Sitting Spots of Gravity

Sitting on a chair,
Thinking about life,
Critiquing our views,
Waiting for the right instant 
To arrive,
Not much has changed
These past few moments, 
Our eyes meet
In silent agreement,
Confirming this conviction.

Here we sit
Atop chairs,
Atop a porch,
Revealing the darkest secrets 
Our minds come up with,
No sounds but the hum of cars
Whisking past us,
And a single voice 
Reading words.

Wonderfully drifting 
Through neuron sensations,
We occupy voids with 
Smoke and swirls,
Adrift a boat,
Anchored on land,
Anxiety washes away 
As memories return,
The good, 
The bad,
The funny,
Peace is found in our souls
Just for a second,
Sitting in these chairs
The world seems alright. 

The Desires of my Petty Heart

Please take me away
With you,
I miss you,
I need you.
Let's run away 
To some far away land,
A place we can thrive together
With no fear of separation.
I want to hold you,
Feel your skin upon mine,
All I can do is imagine how it 
Feels
And wait.
I want it to be you,
I am hoping my search is over,
I hope I am yours. 

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Who Are You???

How is the truth known?
Nothing is known, 
Nothing is real, 
Never to know
What is to come 
Don't try to convince
Me from this thought
We are a circle
A circle of souls
Burning loud and bright
A sun,
A fiery ball of life
Glowing in infinity 
To the beyond. 

To Put It Bluntly...

My heart stings with the most potent energy,
It is spiraling into the Cosmos,
Whimsically around the stars and back,
I cannot control this ache,
Wanting you
Is all I can figure out,
Seeing you
Is all I can do to placate
My desires,
I have been poisoned with 
Your awesomeness,
I shall die without you. 

One Set of Apparitions

I hardly know your face,
But I know your soul,
Right to it's forbidden core,
Where there is infinite beauty 
Surrounded by white light,
I walk along your system,
Next to your veins and arteries,
Bathing in your blood
And breathing your thoughts;
I know you better than myself,
I feel you more than our existence 
In this life,
I love you. 

Thank You for Killing Me

Overcome this
Virus eating away
Our skin,
It's sickness brings
Death,
Yet we thank it,
For we have escaped 
These entrapments 
Able to roam free
Through the Cosmos 
And lights. 

We Are Robots!

Flesh melts off my muscle
As though it is wax,
Revealing the true nature 
Of my Being,
Wait what is this?
This heart runs on power,
And the brain programmed like a computer;
Stripped of the outward layer
My engineering is exposed,
Artificial intelligence! 
We are fake! We are fake! 
What a discovery!
"This is a robotic interior," 
I exclaimed to myself.
Joy filled my synthetic heart
As I reached for the switch marked "emotions,"
And flipped it off. 

Blue

I can not reach above the color blue,
And I scream to reach the sea,
I fly,
I run,
I jump,
But I can not feel it,
The mass is stuck far above my head,
No matter how hard I try
I am stuck 
In the middle of
Freedom and Damnation,
Bound by the suction cup
People call life,
But it is a lie,
We are the dead,
Waiting here to begin life.  

Symphony of Loneliness

Huhhhshh.
Where do the streets turn gold
And smooth? 
All there is to see is gray and white,
Must have missed the turn 
Long ago,
LOST in barren land,
Unable to even see my own hand
In front of me,
Numbed to the point of stupidity 
My legs carry the unconscious
Aimlessly toward nowhere.
Silence fills the void
Of my hallow chest
Where you used to live,
It comforts me much more than you ever could,
Just by knowing it will always remain
Directing my anatomy's orchestra 
To play it's solemn symphony 
For emptiness to hear. 
This is where I have traveled to-
Yet I do not know where I am,
Only that Hell won't cause such pain.