Mildly confused with a hint of stressful beckoning,
I begin the day at the dawn of midnight.
Sleep will not allow itself to overcome my being,
consequently I sit in a chair,
under soft yellow light illuminating from a bulb up above.
The Unicorns resonate from the computer's speakers,
bellowing life from the angle I feel it turning.
Wishful thinking leads me to want my soul out of my body,
there's still a tiny black hole inside
my humanity sucking happiness away.
Cigarette, oh beautiful joy save me!
The navy blue blanket in the sky pulls
the craving back inside the black hole
and inhibits my entire body.
ADHD draws me away-
I look at my hair curling into knots,
eyes darting, mind wandering
along the lengths of every bothersome
nuisance in life, bah humbug.
Unicorns come back into earshot,
twisting me off into the fate of life,
the decomposing of my brain
and all other organs that plan to fail.
I simply smile in spite of the future,
the past but mostly, the present.
I'll persistently lag on with a laugh,
for what else can one do
when laxidasical attitudes and
jumpy personalities wreck your day.
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